Wow. All that stuff people say about socializing is right. It really is a need, like food or sleep. When you don't get enough of it, you want more of it, until you are desperate for it. You look for it, hoping it will come, try everything you can think of, until eventually you are a little rude to people. Which seems a little contradictory, on one hand you are saying 'I AM HUMAN TALK TO ME' on the other, people don't like to talk to rude people. Quite a conundrum. Why do I write this? Because that is the situation I find myself in. I have not had a single good, long chat with...anyone, really, but none of my friends in real life or otherwise,